so I've swallowed knife in silence
I pretended I was hungry
I broke the iron bars.
I've escaped the boring questions
I woke up in different colors
the rain could not wash them
so I prayed they would not last.
The floor went shaking slowly
my heart was beating fast
2 AM in the morning
it played Jumping Jack Flash.
The music sounded holy
I felt bliss after the pain
but was that really glory,
heartbeats made of blade.
