Light holders would simply be highly sensitive humans aka regular people who have become rare species due to extremely soul sucking cultural environment. When in their fully empowered mode, they are able to learn, create, invent, share ideas and stuff, but when drained/victimized, they turn into human zombies. They can easily switch from one to another depending on their surrounding. In whichever mode they are, the following should be true (unless there's brain damage, illness or drugs involved):
- they never put themselves in the first place, always reflecting about how their actions affect others
- they don't follow the majority and don't feel comfort in conforming
- popular opinions and trends don't impress them
- money is never the most important aim or priority
- they either can't fall in love and be impressed, or the opposite: they fall in love instantly
- loyal to their interests, ideas, people
- they will sometimes destroy their own peace and well being to do what they feel is right
- the emotional intensity they carry is something they must learn to cope with for a good cause
- because the world is the way it is and their imagination is something else, they will often feel out of place
- the most important thing they will learn is to love themselves
- spirituality is a natural part of who they are since forever
- people easily stick to them cause they seem to be easy to get along with, are good listeners, but they are also easily left behind due to their high awareness, unexpected stubbornness, and intuition that shakes the unspoken.
- they tend to avoid conflicts because of the emotional overload and because they know that if they let themselves in, they would seriously cross their own moral boundaries
- pacifists by default, aggressive reaction can happen as a response to direct aggressive attack
- they tend to struggle with guilt and are natural perfectionists, must learn to overcome both
- they may struggle with some kind of phobia, compulsive behavior, anxiety, etc.
- they use humor to hide their disappointment and occasional pessimism
- they are extremely compassionate toward those who are not able to stand for themselves
- don't understand the motivation behind exploitative and manipulative behavior and are unable to tolerate it
- no toleration for verbal and non verbal violence, grotesque, perversion
- even when they seem completely superficial, they constantly wonder about the cause and the effect of all that is happening and have strong interest for universal questions
- find pleasure in unusual ideas and stories
- lying feels completely unnatural, suck at playing social roles
- they cry out of rage/disappointment, helps them restore instantly
- they struggle with tolerating everyday routine even if they have their own little rituals that keep them calm
- think fast but also wander off fast
- they have no trouble admitting when being wrong and easily forgive people they love
- patience is another huge life lesson, although they regularly put aside their own needs in favor of others. They must learn to discern having healthy boundaries from being uncompromising, those will be tested for sure.
- as much as they are individualists, they are at their best when among their own kind; this is where their flexibility, creativity and humility shine through
Because of all this they tend to spend many life stages alone and walk through many storms alone, but it helps them to find the meaning they've been searching for their entire life. They must find healthy catalysts of their own inner worlds and emotions and this is how they will gain satisfaction without compromising who they are. Because of all this, they will always be soul sucker's target. The good part is that they heal easily and can recognize like-minded, especially when they learn to discern through life. Bad news is it doesn't happen as often as they would think, because the light holders aren't used to being people seekers as their mission isn't to follow implicit social rules. It is both their blessing and their curse, but once they see where they come from, instead of worrying to find the missing puzzle and numbing their spirit, they will start creating their own doors to become the light they are. It get's dark every once in a while and every living spark counts.
Hope you'll find your doors or that you have found them already.
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“We are mirrors whose brightness is wholly derived from the sun that shines upon us.”
C.S.Lewis
