Promises they've given us

• You will search forever for an alphabet missing, a place, a song, a soul. There will be moments of clarity and people who will help you save your faith. 
• You will understand many, not many will understand you. Those who do will feel like a family sent in right moments. You will know them.
• Some will get to hate you for seeing them. 
• To cry is to clean yourself, and you will cry easily. Don't close the flow or you'll get flooded with things others don't have to process.
• The need to find the right coping mechanisms for incoming informations and emotions is your basic need. It means you can choose either destruction or healing, there is no in between.
• You will learn to hold on to your truth when gaslighted, through life experience and pain. Other important lessons are acceptance, patience and forgiveness. 
• Every soul has a purpose. Your purpose is connected to bringing stuff to light while breaking ties and your own heart. 
• You will get angry, you will walk through it on your own. There is no pain or injustice bigger than God's promise.
• Nothing and everything matters. You'll feel like walking contradiction and such is the truth.
• The source is love and through love you'll rember. 
• Don't bother explaining it. 

Art by Sofia Golovanova - Grimes

Test of time (Cross roads)

All that's worthy takes time
on the path of heavy questions

your feet full of wounds

and a humbling sacrifice. 

A vain heart wanders 

in search of new fame

in search of shortcut bridges

with their own written name.

They call themselves holy, 

healers, mystics, stars

they've learnt few special words

to feed on souls while passing time

they move like golden snakes

and spread arms like giant birds

they take off their clothes

when left out of fancy words

they chant around bridges

they preach of holy grail

they despise your blood

they despise their own shame.

Do not speak to them

do not get seduced

the rocky road you're on

is the only one to choose.