Narcissist's deal

You know I'm evil. 

I write down all the names 

and worship Tarantino

I drink martini when I see

karma made one cry.

I know you hate this polite face

I try not to swear or curse

I take delight in innocence

cause deep down I'm evil.

I pretend I'm a forgiver

while I cheat and hide away

but I know you seek real proof

to show them all I'm evil.

Take these hidden words

tell them about the nights

when I called for nine one one

to carry out my evil.

I can calculate and lie

well don't you want me to

I know vampires love that

to make us all

turn into you.

Safe and close

I was not sent here to heal your despair
I'm here to hug you when things go wrong

I'm here to remind you to water your flowers

and give you the numbers you need to call

When I was down, so were your blinds

when I got up, you dug my ground

now you're cursing me for awakened guilt 

for the sickness of heart that brings you insomnia

I was not sent here to break my bones

so that you don't have to walk ever again

I was not sent here to cancel your role

you've done it alone, all by yourself

But each new morning I am reborn

I look at the watch and lose my memory

that's why I stay young and close to God

He makes sure I'm restored:

''You're safe with me.''

Andrew Judd, Hands of time